"you became someone like out there"

I fought battles day in and day out there.
keeping those battles............. out there !!

Those were the battles of survival,remember:"survival of the fittest".
Then,I came back to my oasis in the desert of desires.
I was blamed.
I was ridiculed.
A curse was casted upon by whom:
"When you became someone like out there" !!

I thought:
I may win all battles,I am a warrior,
I am thirsty...................
If I can quiche my thirst from the oasis in the desert of desires.
I may win all battles,I am a warrior.

But there was no oasis,that was a mirage.
And I lost all battles,when you became someone like out there.