Yes,I drink.
And I drink a lot.
What I drink,I leave it up to your imagination !!
But it does have a taste:
Gossip.
Gestalt.
Grief.
Yes,my will power is not yet a super power.
Yes,someday I will be a sober.
Yes,I smoke.
And I smoke a lot.
What I smoke,I leave it up to your imagination !!
But it does have a fume:
Anger.
Audacity.
Arrogance.
Yes,my will power is not yet a super power.
Yes,someday I will be a nonsmoker.
Monday, March 30, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
"love to blame"
I accept:
I make mistakes.
I have faults.
I do cheat.
No one knows this.
I love to blame others.
It's easy.
It's working.
We all know who we are.
We make mistakes.
We have faults.
We do cheat.
We all love to blame others.
It's easy.
It's working.
I make mistakes.
I have faults.
I do cheat.
No one knows this.
I love to blame others.
It's easy.
It's working.
We all know who we are.
We make mistakes.
We have faults.
We do cheat.
We all love to blame others.
It's easy.
It's working.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
"lie detector"
I say,"history will be a lie detector too".
What I hear is not the whole truth.
What I see is not the whole truth.
The whole truth is a secret at my times.
Only those coming after me will know in their times.
Might,Money,Media:
These are the channels moulding modern minds.
Am I free to have a conscious mind?
The whole truth is a secret at my times.
Only time will tell those coming after mine.
What I hear is not the whole truth.
What I see is not the whole truth.
The whole truth is a secret at my times.
Only those coming after me will know in their times.
Might,Money,Media:
These are the channels moulding modern minds.
Am I free to have a conscious mind?
The whole truth is a secret at my times.
Only time will tell those coming after mine.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
"closeness made sight blurred"
"If I put a book very close to my eyes,I can't read".
So things happened as it does happen in LIFE.
We were so close to each other.
We were in love.
Then our closeness made our sight blurred.
We forgot our blessing of having each other.
We took our closeness for granted.
We forgot our blessing of having each other.
Then we lost each other?
Only then we remembered our blessing of having each other.
Only then our sight got vision.
Why can't we count our blessing while we have?
Why we take our blessing for granted when we have?
So things happened as it does happen in LIFE.
We were so close to each other.
We were in love.
Then our closeness made our sight blurred.
We forgot our blessing of having each other.
We took our closeness for granted.
We forgot our blessing of having each other.
Then we lost each other?
Only then we remembered our blessing of having each other.
Only then our sight got vision.
Why can't we count our blessing while we have?
Why we take our blessing for granted when we have?
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
"autograph"
I looked at me in the mirror and said,"today I look like yesterday".
I looked at my crow's web wrinkles.
I looked at my forehead wrinkles.
I looked at my angle of mouth wrinkles.
Then I looked at my palms,and I said.
This is my heart line.
This is my head line.
This is my life line.
But,where is my time line?
It is not in my palm..........!!
Now I know,
My time lines are in my face lines:
These are the foot print of passing by time.
These are the autograph of time..................!
I looked at my crow's web wrinkles.
I looked at my forehead wrinkles.
I looked at my angle of mouth wrinkles.
Then I looked at my palms,and I said.
This is my heart line.
This is my head line.
This is my life line.
But,where is my time line?
It is not in my palm..........!!
Now I know,
My time lines are in my face lines:
These are the foot print of passing by time.
These are the autograph of time..................!
Sunday, March 22, 2009
"La La Land"
Laying in bed on their own ends facing their opposite sides,
No one was asleep,but they made believe asleep.
Their minds were wandering in their own La La lands:
"I don't know you any more................................"
The feeling was mutual.
A storm was in the making.
A chapter was in the closing.
No one was asleep,but they made believe asleep.
Their minds were wandering in their own La La lands:
"I don't know you any more................................"
The feeling was mutual.
A storm was in the making.
A chapter was in the closing.
Friday, March 20, 2009
"journey of a lifetime"
Some species die once in a lifetime.
I die a little bit every day of my lifetime.
Some species bleed to death once in a lifetime.
I bleed a little bit every day of my lifetime.
Some species love someone once in a lifetime.
I love you a little bit more every day of my lifetime.
You see,
I die a little bit more every day.
I bleed a little bit more every day.
I love you a little bit more every day
My everyday life is some species once in a lifetime.
"No wonder,they don't understand me".
"They are not yet there in their journey of a lifetime".
I die a little bit every day of my lifetime.
Some species bleed to death once in a lifetime.
I bleed a little bit every day of my lifetime.
Some species love someone once in a lifetime.
I love you a little bit more every day of my lifetime.
You see,
I die a little bit more every day.
I bleed a little bit more every day.
I love you a little bit more every day
My everyday life is some species once in a lifetime.
"No wonder,they don't understand me".
"They are not yet there in their journey of a lifetime".
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
" I know red color very well"
"I know red color very well",I said.
"Red is the color of rose".
"Red is the color of blood".
"Red is the color of love".
And the story goes on like this:
Red was the color of roses,
which she got on her valentine.
Red was the color of a car,
which she got on her birthday.
Red was the color of my lips,
which I got from her lips.
Red was the color of her dress,
which she got on her big day.
Red was the color of my tears,
which I got from her walking away.
"I know red color very well",I said.
"Red is the color of rose".
"Red is the color of blood".
"Red is the color of love".
And the story goes on like this:
Red was the color of roses,
which she got on her valentine.
Red was the color of a car,
which she got on her birthday.
Red was the color of my lips,
which I got from her lips.
Red was the color of her dress,
which she got on her big day.
Red was the color of my tears,
which I got from her walking away.
"I know red color very well",I said.
Monday, March 16, 2009
"caught by a surprise"
We were not lovers,but we were full of love.
No commitments.
No strings.
No attachments.
It was just pure attraction as they say.
No ifs and buts.
We were just friends with benefits.
We kept our benefits of doubts.........
Until we were caught by a surprise !!
No commitments.
No strings.
No attachments.
It was just pure attraction as they say.
No ifs and buts.
We were just friends with benefits.
We kept our benefits of doubts.........
Until we were caught by a surprise !!
Sunday, March 15, 2009
"echoes of my silence"
I was in shock !!
"For all those questions,only one answer".
"How come?", I asked.
Then,I broke my fast.
I screamed my lungs out.
I said everything but I heard nothing..........
As the echoes of my silence were talking back to me in silence.
I said everything but I heard nothing.
"For all those questions,only one answer".
"How come?", I asked.
Then,I broke my fast.
I screamed my lungs out.
I said everything but I heard nothing..........
As the echoes of my silence were talking back to me in silence.
I said everything but I heard nothing.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
"except off course"
Finally we got back together again............!
We did catching up on missed times.
Since you have been gone,I said."I did no cheating".
Since you have been gone,she said."I did no cheating".
"Except off course toys",we revealed.
We did catching up on missed times.
Since you have been gone,I said."I did no cheating".
Since you have been gone,she said."I did no cheating".
"Except off course toys",we revealed.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
"top of the hub"
While standing there at the "Top of the Hub". I asked myself:
"Why I have to built my castle of success over these tiny peoples houses?"
"What I want to prove ?"
"Besides feeling good" !!
"Why I have to built my castle of success over these tiny peoples houses?"
"What I want to prove ?"
"Besides feeling good" !!
"light and music"
Again a wonderful thought came upon me while driving on a highway.
I had to write this song.
I was bursting with thoughts........!
So I pulled over my car to the highway shoulder.
In a few moments,
I saw a police cruiser approaching my car with flashing lights and a siren.
"What a surprise",I said.
"He was sent to add light and music".
"Sometimes creativity happen in odd places,no doubt".
I had to write this song.
I was bursting with thoughts........!
So I pulled over my car to the highway shoulder.
In a few moments,
I saw a police cruiser approaching my car with flashing lights and a siren.
"What a surprise",I said.
"He was sent to add light and music".
"Sometimes creativity happen in odd places,no doubt".
"Gladiator"
Then things happened,as it does happen in LIFE.
Life brought us face to face in different context.
I said,
"I am fighting this war without my shining armor.
I won't let me lose".
Then I said,
"I am fighting this war with my shining armor.
"I won't let you lose".
"Let's fight like warriors".
"You strike first", and you did !!
As I was falling down on ground, I said.
"I lived my life in love,I died in love".
"Hold me in your arms as my last wish".
"I am a love warrior".
Then as my wish came true,I said.
"Sometimes wishes do come true rather strangely".
Life brought us face to face in different context.
I said,
"I am fighting this war without my shining armor.
I won't let me lose".
Then I said,
"I am fighting this war with my shining armor.
"I won't let you lose".
"Let's fight like warriors".
"You strike first", and you did !!
As I was falling down on ground, I said.
"I lived my life in love,I died in love".
"Hold me in your arms as my last wish".
"I am a love warrior".
Then as my wish came true,I said.
"Sometimes wishes do come true rather strangely".
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
"oprah"
So I was invited for an interview on "Oprah".
I was thinking,what to say !
I said to myself,"I need practice,I should act just natural".
That moment a voice came upon me and I heard:
"Practice what you preach".
"You need practice".
I was thinking,what to say !
I said to myself,"I need practice,I should act just natural".
That moment a voice came upon me and I heard:
"Practice what you preach".
"You need practice".
Sunday, March 8, 2009
"sand particle"
"This is not easy to admit but I admit".I said.
The crowd made a big roar of noises about to throw stones.
They were cursing,blaming,ridiculing me.
"Yes,I said it".I said again.
"I am an ungrateful,arrogant human being".
"I cannot make even a single sand particle,but I make idols".
"I worship what I make".
"Am I not a hypocrite".
I said,"This is not easy to admit but I admit".
"Yes,I said it". I said again.
"This is awareness, which makes my being a human".
"I cannot make even a single sand particle,but I make idols".
"Am I not a hypocrite".
The crowd made a big roar of noises about to throw stones.
They were cursing,blaming,ridiculing me.
"Yes,I said it".I said again.
"I am an ungrateful,arrogant human being".
"I cannot make even a single sand particle,but I make idols".
"I worship what I make".
"Am I not a hypocrite".
I said,"This is not easy to admit but I admit".
"Yes,I said it". I said again.
"This is awareness, which makes my being a human".
"I cannot make even a single sand particle,but I make idols".
"Am I not a hypocrite".
Saturday, March 7, 2009
"I will have an affair"
"Enough",I said.
While looking at ice cream boxes and chocolate bar wrappers.
I jumped out of bed in my Pj's and said to myself.
"Enough mourning,no more laying in bed on comfort diet".
Then,
I dressed up with shinning shoes and a sparkling smile.
I announced,
"I am moving on".
"I will have an affair from now on".
"I will have an affair with myself instead of an affair of heart".
"I will take care of me while moving on from a journey of joy to happiness".
"I will sail in where the winds of awareness will take me".
"Enough", I said.
While looking at ice cream boxes and chocolate bar wrappers.
I jumped out of bed in my Pj's and said to myself.
"Enough mourning,no more laying in bed on comfort diet".
Then,
I dressed up with shinning shoes and a sparkling smile.
I announced,
"I am moving on".
"I will have an affair from now on".
"I will have an affair with myself instead of an affair of heart".
"I will take care of me while moving on from a journey of joy to happiness".
"I will sail in where the winds of awareness will take me".
"Enough", I said.
Friday, March 6, 2009
"keep one,find one"
"I am no priest,I am a teacher".
To my students,I said:
"its OK to dream and desire".
"it's OK to fight and win".
"it's OK to feel and fail".
"it's OK to rise and rest".
Then I wrote the assignment for the class:
"The key to success is a true clean heart, keep one and find one".
While writing that on the black board,
I thought about my own heart,I have one,lets find one !!
To my students,I said:
"its OK to dream and desire".
"it's OK to fight and win".
"it's OK to feel and fail".
"it's OK to rise and rest".
Then I wrote the assignment for the class:
"The key to success is a true clean heart, keep one and find one".
While writing that on the black board,
I thought about my own heart,I have one,lets find one !!
"unsung hero"
Before leaving you said,
"I was not the hero to live for in love".
"I was not the hero to die for in love".
I said, though you already left,
"Let me be your hero".
"You came to me like I was your hero".
"I was there for you,why I was not your hero".
I know:
You left me, as I was not your hero.
But I stayed where you left me, as I was your hero.
"I was not the hero to live for in love".
"I was not the hero to die for in love".
I said, though you already left,
"Let me be your hero".
"You came to me like I was your hero".
"I was there for you,why I was not your hero".
I know:
You left me, as I was not your hero.
But I stayed where you left me, as I was your hero.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
"black rainbow"
Once upon a time:
Standing here, looking at your eyes.
I saw a rainbow of colors.
That was the multicolor rainbow of love in evolution.
Then I told you looking at your eyes,“ its not you, its me”.
Once the pouring of heart was over,
The abstract art of mascara mixed with tears,
Painted on your face was so obvious.
I saw a rainbow with only one color:
I remember the day when I saw a Black Rainbow.
Standing here, looking at your eyes.
I saw a rainbow of colors.
That was the multicolor rainbow of love in evolution.
Then I told you looking at your eyes,“ its not you, its me”.
Once the pouring of heart was over,
The abstract art of mascara mixed with tears,
Painted on your face was so obvious.
I saw a rainbow with only one color:
I remember the day when I saw a Black Rainbow.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
"Q2 and QT"
Once upon a time,a Q2 falls in love with a QT.
Since I lost you,I am lost.......................
"I am wondering in this random world,
Searching for you,not for a look-alike".
"I am looking for a Q to find my way back to you ".
Since I lost you,I am lost.......................
"I am wondering in this random world,
Searching for you,not for a look-alike".
"I am looking for a Q to find my way back to you ".
"marathon"
LIFE is a marathon !!!
I am in this marathon,
Running fast,faster,fastest.
Then,
He went ahead.
Then,
She went ahead.
Then,
They went ahead.
Now I realised,
It's my life,it's my marathon.
I am the winner,I am the first loser (runner's up).
I am the race,I am the racer.
I am the person,I am the crowd.
Now I realised,
LIFE is a marathon,
"Me against myself ".
I am in this marathon,
Running fast,faster,fastest.
Then,
He went ahead.
Then,
She went ahead.
Then,
They went ahead.
Now I realised,
It's my life,it's my marathon.
I am the winner,I am the first loser (runner's up).
I am the race,I am the racer.
I am the person,I am the crowd.
Now I realised,
LIFE is a marathon,
"Me against myself ".
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
"no shadow"
Now I realised that all of my life,
When I turned my back on light,
I was following a shadow.
Now I realised that all of my life,
When I walked towards the light,
A shadow was following me.
Now I realised that all of my life,
When a light was shinning over my head,
I was standing on the shadow.
Now I realized,
When I become one with the light,
Only then there is no shadow.
When I turned my back on light,
I was following a shadow.
Now I realised that all of my life,
When I walked towards the light,
A shadow was following me.
Now I realised that all of my life,
When a light was shinning over my head,
I was standing on the shadow.
Now I realized,
When I become one with the light,
Only then there is no shadow.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
"secret admirer"
"You can be mine".
"I am your secret admirer,
You are out of my reach,I know".
My heart says :"You can be mine".
My mind says:"Can you be mine".
"Hello"I start talking.
"Just came to say goodbye,I am going away". Then I left.
The untold words stay with me to travel far away:
"I am your secret admirer,
"You are out of my reach,I know".
My heart says:"You can be mine".
My mind says:"Can you be mine".
Sometimes,I want to say it.
But I know, secrets are supposed to be kept secret!
"I am your secret admirer,
You are out of my reach,I know".
My heart says :"You can be mine".
My mind says:"Can you be mine".
"Hello"I start talking.
"Just came to say goodbye,I am going away". Then I left.
The untold words stay with me to travel far away:
"I am your secret admirer,
"You are out of my reach,I know".
My heart says:"You can be mine".
My mind says:"Can you be mine".
Sometimes,I want to say it.
But I know, secrets are supposed to be kept secret!
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